Crashed…
I thought I was 100% but my health and strength has crashed again, Malaria seems to come in waves.. having strange thoughts in my head about the world life and my future, everything feels weird and I am having lots of cold sweats… I have been stayin a posh Villa in Seminyak with Clari and Katie from the Uk,. The Villa has Air con and today my macbook crashed going from the air con bedroom to the living area, I can not get it to restart reload or reboot….!!! Now I am in an internet cafe trying to troubleshoot it and hopefully self repair this situation.
Said goodbye to Eugene last night and my friend Toby they are returning back to the UK now, my friend from Lombok Kevin is also back to California today. I am not feeling well and my emotions seem to permanently exist in a constant state of arrival and departure all at the same time.
I want to surf again the sea has such a healing energy, but today I have missed the spring time in the UK I have always enjoyed this time in the UK